TWO NDE CASES TO CONSIDER

 ANNOUNCEMENTS

I need more stories about near-death experiences for this blog. If you are willing to share your experience, please do. Not too long, please. Send to PMH Atwater, pmh@pmhatwater.com.

Attend if you can the big conference of the International Association of Near-Death Studies the last week of August in Chicago, Illinois. For more information contact IANDS directly at IANDS.org.  

HERE ARE TWO CASES TO CONSIDER

Peggy says, “I listened to your most recent interview with Whitley Strieber on Dreamland.  It was the most fascinating show I have heard in a long time.  I am planning to read all of the books you have written, as I am very curious as to why we’re living these lives on earth, and you certainly appear to have lots of answers.

“I was born in 1940, and the 2nd World War was a large factor for children of that era as you know.  It was approximately 22 or 23 years after I had that dream/experience that I told my son Jason about it.  You are the fourth person I am telling about it.  I have not been able to make much sense of it and perhaps you will not do so either.  However, I certainly give you permission to use it if you wish to do so.”

That was the first and last I ever heard from Peggy.  She just couldn’t talk about what happened to her.  It’s like that with experiencers.  Near-death stories are not always easy to share.  PMH

The second story I want to share with you comes from Julie.   “I believe my UFO encounter was first and then my NDE.  In the spring of 1965 I was on a jet going over the Atlantic Ocean to Ireland.  It was a beautiful morning and we were scheduled to land at Shannon airport in about two hours around 10 am.  I looked out the window:  just water below and a few clouds above.  The most beautiful aircraft I have ever seen appeared alongside our jet.  It was able to maneuver up and down and forward and backward effortlessly.  It seemed curious or interested in us and stayed close for just a few moments.

“Then, just as suddenly as it appeared, it disappeared behind a cloud.  My NDE was due to a swimming accident where I dove in and hit my head on the bottom of an above-ground pool.  I had the out-of-body experience and could see myself from above along with my companion, a young neighbor boy - was still in the pool looking at me face down in the water.

“I recall the cozy darkness for a few moments and then the beautiful bright white beings.  First there were two then three then two again.  They communicated to me that I must return, that it was not my time.  I couldn’t move and called out to my friend in my mind.  He grabbed me and pulled me up along the edge of the pool.

“This was in the mid-sixties and it took many years for me to try and make sense of what happened.  Since then, I have had many experiences but all seemingly unrelated.  Would like to have the ‘key’ to unlock the answer.  Many  blessings in your work.”

A NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE FROM PORTUGAL

 ANNOUNCEMENTS

If you missed the late-August Conference of IANDS in Arizona, you missed the largest and the best conference IANDS ever had. Plus, the surroundings were just unbelievably gorgeous. Right around 7,000 people showed up, with many more viewing online. Speakers were the best, even though during my talk all charts and extras simply disappeared or wouldn’t work right. I had switched the topic from ALIENS AND THE NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE to saluting the work of Dr. Kenneth Ring. Without him scientifically proving what Raymond Moody did in LIFE AFTER LIFE, there never would have been an IANDS or research on near-death experiences. He was also one of the founders of IANDS and the one who discovered me and what I was doing in the early ‘80s. His early study of aliens in THE OMEGA PROJECT is more than important and stands as the basis of how we approach that topic today. Ken is dying. All of us congratulate him on his work all these years. We love you, Ken. Many thanks, Always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Next year, 2025, our conference will be in Chicago. Plan now. I hope to be a speaker there. My last. I will present ALIENS AND THE NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE at that time, my last research project. I will be 88 then. Time to resign and disappear. I began my research in 1978. Enough! See you then.

NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE FROM PORTUGAL

Aletta in Portugal shares what happened to her.

One morning, as I started off with my walk, I was completely and utterly filled with such gratitude, that my entire being was vibrating at a very high level.  I was aware of this even though I had no knowledge of what was happening.  I knew that I was vibrating at such a high level that anything in life was possible - I felt that I was connected with God so closely, like never before in my life.

As I walked down the usual path which I took every morning, all along a row of small houses, the road leads down to the village.  I would walk down to the bottom and then back up and back to the apartment.

As I walked, my eye caught sight of a most beautiful tree in front yard of a small house, and the next second, without any warning, I was there where the tree was  and now, instead of looking at the tree, I was looking from the tree to the direction of where I was walking.

I realized that I was the tree.

I was immediately in a state of absolute peace - I was not shocked at all.  I knew that I had always been in this peaceful state, and as my attention went from grass to sand to pebbles, I was all of that also - I was everything that I saw - then I became aware of the most wonderful living sparks all round me and became aware that they came through me and that I also was part of them.  They are so alive and full of light, they constantly move and give off the most beautiful golden light sparks and there is not a place where they are not.  They are everywhere and alive, constantly moving and sparking - and then I felt the love - it was everywhere, in and through me and I was also that love - I was everything that I saw and felt.  I knew that I was always in that state of love, peace, wonderment.  I was not aware of any time.  It seemed as if there was this silence which was alive.  There was no feeling of having to rush - I was in complete indescribable peace - I don’t know how long I remained in that wonderment.  It felt like an hour, or days, or whatever period, there was no concept of time, so I cannot measure to say how long I was there - then my attention was moving outward a bit and about a block away from where I was, I saw a woman crossing the street.  Instantly I zoomed to where she was and I was feeling as if I was inside her - as if I was her - I knew her distress and hopelessness.  I felt so much compassion for her - and communicated to her.  PLEASE!  Don’t be so sad!  EVERYTHING is perfect!  Look and see and be free!  But she continued walking without appearing to hear me.  As she disappeared behind the building, I found myself back in my body on the sidewalk, busy walking - as if nothing unusual happened!  Just walking as usual!

I cannot explain how I felt - I was aware that I had just been tremendously privileged to something so great, that I had no words to even explain to myself where I was or what happened.  I just kept walking.  I tried to remember if I made the walk down to the village, but could not remember.  All I knew is that I had just been to a place of incredible wonder!  Because I could not even begin to understand what had just happened, I quickly moved it to the back of my mind, knowing that I would have to work through it slowly, bit by bit, because it was too much to understand and unravel at that moment.  I think I would go completely mad if I tried to work it out just then.

About a week later, I felt it was time to tell my sister about this.  I needed help to understand what had happened.  She believed me without hesitation as we know each other well and respect each other, both us believing in God and living our lives without abuse or any substances.  We don’t indulge in alcohol or such, and respect our bodies and our fellow humans.  So I don’t go around telling everyone about this, as I am acutely aware that this is not just an experience to be treated lightly.  To me it is a holy experience.

For a period of about three days after the experience, I would see people alongside the road as we traveled to go shopping, and I would immediately zoom into them, and know their state of being, and had so much compassion for them - everyone seemed to be in a state of hopelessness, not knowing of the abundance of love and peace which is available!  This kept on happening everywhere I saw people.  After about those three days, this wonderful ability became less powerful and it finally faded away.

Then my search started for:  HOW DO I GET BACK ‘THERE’?  I have such a hunger to get back into that most fantastic ‘place,’ ‘realm,’ ‘dimension,’ whatever label we can put to it.  I WANT TO GO BACK THERE!  I want to experience again that LOVE and PEACE!  I just want to be there forever!  How did this happen?  How can I repeat this at will?

I believe my gratitude and how it elevated my vibration, had much to do with this.  When I told my younger sister about this, she sent me a video of an NDE.  (She lives in South Africa.)

That was my introduction of NDE’s.  I immediately felt that if I watch these NDEs I may find an answer to what I experienced.

Indeed, after 4 years of watching hundreds of NDE’s, I came across one where the man told me how he left this body, in an emergency landing.  He was an aircraft engineer, and as he was inside the airplane and outside at the same time, he became everything that he saw!!!  I was in tears and shaking, because finally found another human being who experienced something similar!  I must have watched that video about 20 times.  I wrote to him, but unfortunately he was quite on in years already, as his experience was as a young man, and he could not tell me much.

I have tried to meditate myself back there - no success.  I am reading what I can and watching videos pertaining to it.  When I saw your video, I felt that you may have something to help me understand more.  Thanking you in advance.”...Aletta

My reply

Thank you for your story.  Yes, it sounds like a near-death experience, actually more of a near-death-like-experience, because you were not near any kind of death or distress or danger at the time.

There are various titles for what you went through.  Some would call it a spiritual transformation, which indeed it was, and this sort of thing is most often called an STE - Spirituality Transformative Experience.  The one who speaks the most about STEs is Dr. Yvonne Kason, who “invented” the term.  She has written several books that may be helpful to you:  FARTHER SHORES:  EXPLORING HOW NEAR-DEATH, KUNDALINI, AND MYSTICAL EXPERIENCES CAN TRANSFORM ORDINARY LIVES and A FARTHER SHORE:  HOW NEAR-DEATH AND OTHER EXTRAORDINARY EXPERIENCES CAN CHANGE ORDINARY LIVES.  She also runs, along with others, the zoom show entitled Spiritually Transformative Experiences.  It used to be free but now they ask for donations for each program.  Do explore Dr. Kason’s work.  She is an excellent speaker, a medical doctor who had a near-death experience that changed her life.

You may want to read some of my books, each one centered on research, like:  THE BIG BOOK OF NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCES; NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCES:  THE REST OF THE STORY; DYING TO KNOW YOU:  PROOF OF GOD IN THE NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE.

I have written many other books, all research based.  You can find them all mentioned on my website at www.pmhatwater.com.  Go to Books.  You may also want to receive my free monthly newsletter, “For The Curious.”  Sign up on my website.  My newest book, an autobiography, may speak to you.  It is called EDGE WALKER:  THE MANY LIVES AND DEATHS OF PMH ATWATER.  You can get any of these on Amazon.

Please know what you experienced truly is a spiritual experience, a near-death-like experience, or whatever you want to call it.  Mostly, it is an opportunity for you to realize you are more than what you seem to be, a co-creative partner with the Creator.  The greater reality has opened up for you and you will never be the same again.  I can say that because that sort of thing happened to me when I died in 1977.  You sound wonderful, fully you and I welcome you to the whole family of us.  Join IANDS at www.iands.org, or any other spiritual group.  Blessings always, PMH

TWO BRIEF NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCES

 ANNOUNCEMENTS

**** The February Newsletter is now done.  Read it please, as it explains in easy language a bird’s-eyeview of AI and how it will affect most of us.  Some of you know about this:  the majority don’t.  Real surprises have been discovered about our ancestors, plus the Geoengineered Transhuman. . . .  And you thought this whole issue would be little more than hearts and valentines and poems of love.  Guess again.

**** A reminder to all of us:  the next big IANDS CONFERENCE will be held in Phoenix, Arizona, August 28 through September 1.  I will be one of the speakers.  My topic:  ALIENS AND THE NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE - includes as well another look at Dr. Kenneth Ring’s early study of aliens and mind-at-large called THE OMEGA PROJECT.  See you in Phoenix!  

Visit:  https://conference.iands.org/

TWO BRIEF NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCES

Here’s the first:

“Has anyone ever experienced dying and stated the following?  My experience is this:  We are born into this world head first, but my leaving this world was feet first as though I was a Rocket being propelled up and out at a 45-degree movement into the Black Area.  Then my body slowed down and it felt like I was floating on cotton or the clouds.  I could see the beautiful clouds and earth below me.  Then I saw white silhouettes surrounding me in different shapes.  I could see the beautiful clouds and earth below me.  Then I saw white silhouettes  surrounding me in different shapes.  I felt very peaceful.  When I woke up in my hospital room a Nurse was at my bedside and she said we thought we lost you in surgery.  You were a shining star in the surgery area.  This feet first was an amazing ride.  Bottom line, we all have a mission in this lifetime and my mission is still not completed.  I will be 82 soon”…..Ken

And here’s the second:  

“My two husbands who passed, taught me from the other side.  One appeared in a watermark in the sky in a beautiful gold-guilded picture frame against the backdrop of the north Cascades while I was driving North on I-5 to Walmart.  He has a beautiful head, full of black thick wavy hair, and was grinning ear to ear at me.  I do not take drugs.  I am fully alert and oriented - am a Certified Nursing Assistant - taking spiritual practitioner classes and Reiki classes - both feet are on the ground.  This was after six and a half years of dealing with Stage Four non-small cell adenocarcinoma.  He was given six months; he lived six long years.  By the end atheaxia set in, a medical brain shift, 35 tumors in the brain, and metastasis in bones on eight sides of body.  A stroke - the docs said he’ll be a vegetable, but I knew, he came out just to see his family from India, Mauritius, and then passed when we all left him for a half hour.  My second husband appeared in a waking dream, very real, with a long loving transcendent gaze, the kind that will last you a good month if you only gave water to drink.  They both visit in dreams.  Thank you for your work.”.....Rebecca  

Multidimensional Beings

“I saw a video of you on Jeff Mara’s Podcast, and I would love to share with you and the world my near-death experience and my contact with multidimensional beings.  My near-death experience consists of stepping into the afterlife and seeing our family members on the other side.  Afterwards, I went to see the Council of Light and saw my Life Review - where I was shown the cycle of reincarnation and that I still had six more lives to complete the cycle of reincarnation.  I was shown in my life review the acts of kindness and compassion in my life and the ripple effect of all those loving actions with everyone I touched in my life.  I also became everyone and everything in the life review, from other people, to the rocks, trees, atoms, and everything.

“After my Life Review, I went to the Akashic Records where I saw that all knowledge of our lives and across the universe and multiverse is stored in this place.  Afterwards, I realized that there were dimensions as our soul groups and that all souls had the opportunity to ascend to the higher realms or dimensions as we ascend.  I was also shown by three Multidimensional Beings what comes after we finish the cycle of reincarnation.  After we finish the cycle of reincarnation, we get to graduate and go to other schools or universes.  I saw that in one of those universes or schools we could become Creators of planets, suns, galaxies, and universes, and that we could become them as well as we created them.

“They showed me another universe or school where we could become Akashic Records Keepers of the Multiverse and that we could have access to so much wisdom and information across the multiverse.  Another universe or school was that we could continue progressing to other planets with higher dimensional frequencies where in those civilizations we can teleport, communicate through telepathy, communicate across time and space to other planets and civilizations, and work as a collective to keep ascending and assist other civilizations.

“The previous idea I had about Soulology is probably not something I want to create.  I feel like it’s a lot more simple to just focus on sharing our near-death experiences and sharing more about the afterlife and about our awakening.  I am extremely interested in starting to share my experiences, and start working for the Beings of Light in sharing our experiences.  I am aware that I need to write a book, and I will write one in order to share my experiences.  I would still like to see if I can start sharing my experiences with people like you and with podcasts.  I would greatly appreciate your response and to share my experiences in your research and book.  I think it’s time to start sharing all my experiences as I have had many more with my awakening.  Perhaps we could chat via What’s Up or go to the telephone.  

With great appreciations, Rafael.”  

MY ANSWER TO HIS QUESTIONS

Rafael’s letter duplicates more letters than I can count.  Decades of them.  Know that they are all important and all special, but they’re coming at a time in my life when I am no longer researching the near-death phenomenon as I used to.  I have spent 45 years doing this, written 18 books either about my research or subjects related to it.  My latest, EDGE WALKER is a memoir/

autobiography; your opportunity to learn a little more about me, my life, my deaths, and what I’ve learned looking through those who did the same thing looking back at me.  We are mirrors, all of us, flashing back to a waiting world what we learned in worlds beyond this one.  Rafael must write his own book, find his own publisher, and share his story his own way.  Because of my electrical sensitivity, I cannot use Social Media directly, nor do I have one of those fancy phones you carry with you.  My phone is a desk phone three feet away from my computer.  It is beige in color and it is friendly.  It doesn’t “bite” me like I-Phones do.  Rafael is a brave soul, and I wish him well.  He will find what he seeks because he wants to, and not because I am involved in any way.

  His story is well worth reading, as are all the many stories penned by experiencers discovering their own voice and that they have something to say.  Many thanks to Rafael for writing to me.  

Many blessings always, to all of you.  PMH

 EXPERIENCER THOUGHTS (plus a drawing)

My theory on my personal experience of two NDEs:

If you look at how Edgar Cayce defines your Guardian Angel, it is quite similar to the definition of Higher Self.  Just take a look at his reading on it:

“(Q) Is it through the guardian angel that God speaks to the individual?  (A) As He has given:  “Abide in me and I in you, and as the Father abides in me, so may we make our abode with you.”

“Then as the guardian influence or angel is ever before the face of the Father, through same may that influence ever speak - but only by that which is your ideal.  (This is a strange but significant Cayce teaching.  We must know our heart, our motivations for they act like a standard in us, an ideal that we live by.  If that ideal is selfish, then we can’t expand our consciousness or raise our bodily energies.  Watch how Cayce goes on in the next sentences).

“What is thy ideal?  In whom have you believed, as well as in what have you believed?  Is that in which you have believed able to keep ever before you that you commit unto Him?

“Yes - through your angel, through yourself that is the angel - does that self speak with your Ideal!”  (ECRL 1646-1)

In other words, EC was saying our Higher Self is our Guardian Angel (or guardian influence) and is the aspect of our being that is “[...] ever before the face of the Father.”

Sounds like Angels of the Presence mentioned in the Bible, right?

Well, in both my NDEs at ages 6 and 15, a “giant hand” took my Essence through a tunnel and before the presence of the “face of the Father.”  (In my experiences, though, God was feminine, masculine, and ALL in One),

Both times I had Conversations with God, after which the “giant hand” (and that’s only the best way I can describe it, as it “felt” like a giant hand, but did not look like anything in particular), brought me back through the “tunnel” (which was really more like “elastic energy,” is how I put it,) and back into my physical body, and I was resuscitated both times.

I was thinking about all of this today, because someone reached out to me to ask me about my NDEs, and for some reason, it all clicked like a beautifully brilliant display. . . the “tunnels” are ME!”

The Hand of God took hold of my Essence and brought me through the various layers of my own being, up to my Higher Self, or my Guardian Angel, aka the highest aspect of my being that is “ever before the face of the Father” to Speak with God.

I need to meditate more on this….but….thoughts.”....Gema

Gema also sent this drawing in sepia colors so all of you could better grasp what she is saying.  …PMH

An NDE Experiencer's Story

SHARING

Once in a while I share an experiencer story.  This time you will meet Soe, a Buddhist from Singapore.

  

I have experienced something I would call as an NDE 3 times consecutively, when I was in deep meditation and observing my heart until it started beating sooooo fast and then suddenly stopped!  I was literally thrown out of my body (meditating while lying in bed with eyes closed), and I traveled upwards at a speed so fast and right into the deepest of dark space.  There was nothing there except extreme peacefulness and total pitch blackness to the ends of all that my eyes could see.  Never had I seen such blackness so so pitch black!  I felt totally awake and totally aware.  But as my meditation practice was one of Buddhist satipattana mindfulness meditation, I would always be focusing on either my breath or my heartbeat and for me (after 5 months of practicing this), my focus on closing my eyes to meditate, would always go straight to my beating heart.  Now that my heartbeat was gone, I needed something to focus on, and so from looking outwards at the complete and utter silent darkness (with the feel that it was an arching darkness with the earth and other planets way below me far far down), I looked inwards towards myself and was so SHOCKED to see that I had NO BODY at all.  Yet I still had all knowing and I was completely and utterly ME!

This totally blew my mind and the shock just took me zooming back into my body.  As I had my phone beside me and I was so aware of what had happened, I checked the time on the phone.  I then meditated with eyes closed noticing my heartbeat again and again, I was sent off to this darkness and this peacefulness.  This time I noticed that I was actually connected to all the darkness as in there was no end to me and no beginning to the darkness apart from me.  As if my arms were extending across and hugging all there was in a peaceful and loving embrace.  I didn’t need anything or anyone.  It was just like floating in peace.  Quiet, still and all complete.  Again, though, I turned in and zoom was sucked back into my body on the bed again.  Again I opened my eyes being mindful of all this and checked the time again.  It was only a minute or so.  Then again I closed my eyes and again the out of body into the peaceful embracing silence and upon seeing my NO body inwardly, zapping back into body happens then third time.  With this I stopped meditating.  

I did not know what had happened or who to ask.  My meditation teacher from Burma was only reachable by email so I wrote a long note to him and he took exactly 10 day to reply.

During these 10 days I was in a daze of what had happened.  But I also found that the very next day - I woke up to all the sounds of birds singing so so clearly and I could even hear crickets!!!  My hearing was super sensitive.  My eyesight has always been super sharp in that I would sense and see things from my peripheral vision even.  I have always since very young been able to read the energy of people in I could sense who was kind and who was insincere.  I just knew.

Since this episode in 2013, I have had soooooo many more STEs.  My beloved father-in-law who passed in 2018 has even found a way of showing me he is very much still around.  My genuine hunger to always learn more and understand more about what had happened to me since that ‘awakening’ episode in my life, has led me to your talks and also IANDS, which I finally attended online this year.  I even listened to your talk there.  Every time I listen to anyone who speaks truth about who we are and why we are here, it just brings so much Joy and Peace to my world once again.  So I am addicted to Peace and Love and Light!

So I just wish to say I love you so very much and appreciate deeply all that you have been doing.  YOU are simply an amazing HUMAN BEING and soooooo sooooooo much more xxxxx.

May you be well and happy always and have the most beautiful holiday season with your loved ones.  

My name is Soe Moe Lwin and I am from Singapore and actually Buddhist by birth, as I was born in Burma.  I now understand that religion is for guidance of masses but spirituality is truth always.  :))

You are simply the youngest and most joyful 84 year old I have ever met - even on line :))  Thank you for this wonderful experience xxx)  I understood and thoroughly enjoyed your talk so so very much.  It is not easy for sure when so many sounds are in the background and sometimes, the flow is cut from the question or comment before you even finished your sentence.

But just as in life, everything happens for a reason and everyone is uniquely different (while all coming from the same source of love and light), so we learn to accept all as is.  But we always notice those who shine so so brightly, paving the way for the many still lost in the darkness.

You are such a beacon of guidance and hope for so many who have lived their lives without someone to share their true essence or feelings.  It can be a very lonely place when even those who ‘love’ you cannot accept ‘you,’ or truly understand what you are experiencing.  So as you say, it sometimes may be easier to allow them to think you are ’crazy’ than to try to explain.

All I can say now is that, I feel so blessed to have found, through many synchronicities, an amazing group of ‘crazies’ that I call my true light family within IANDS.

I will stop here.  There is so much more I would love to share.  With much Metta loving kindness, love and light.

Soe Moe

PART II OF STACEY’S SHARING ABOUT HER NDES

 PART II OF STACEY’S SHARING ABOUT HER NDES

“I was forced to take that seizure medicine every day until they tested my brain waves again when I started regular school, at about 5 years old.  At that point, they saw no reason for me to continue to have to take medication.  I never had a seizure again.  She continued to shake me, though, when she was angry, until around the time I started school.  My mother was a well loved person, but by the time I was born she hated my father.  At birth I was nearly a carbon copy of my father in every way possible.  I continued to be just like him in all the days of my life, even as a baby.  He was a perfect parent and I was doomed from the start with my mother for being so much like him.  So, my father clearly remembered that day, but he has passed.  I never told him what really happened because as good natured and as harmless a man he was, I believe he would’ve possibly killed my mother.  He did not even believe in spankings, believed it was never alright to hit a child.  She hit me every day of my life, until I mentioned it when I started school.  She never left marks, so my father didn’t know.  My mother caused a giant problem between most of my extended family for me as she was dying, including with my only sibling, my brother. . . to some extent.  He has always favored her, is much like her, and though he remembers that day with me not breathing, the ambulance, etc.  I’m not sure he’d be willing to talk about it.  I might be able to get my Aunt, my father’s sister, to answer questions.  I’d be more than willing to take a polygraph.

“Yes, I ‘study read’ the book THE FOREVER ANGELS.  I did not just breeze through it.  I understand when you say you’re after the broad spectrum of how it affected my life.  I always say this about it. . . since it happened when I was one year old.  I have KNOWN basically my ENTIRE LIFE that WE ABSOLUTELY GO ON after this life.  I KNOW.  I have NEVER had to walk in faith alone.

“I also have brief memories of helping to pick out my parents before birth.  Somehow I was allowed to assist in choosing them.  I remember selecting my father and being told the only way I could have my father was to have my mother.  I was told it would be a life with much suffering because of it, but not given details how.  The only way to have my father was to accept my mother.  So, I did.

“There’s a Garth Brooks’ song called ‘Mom’ and it starts out with a little baby talking to God about coming down here.  I could not believe the first time I heard that song, particularly the first verse.  I don’t know WHO I was helping pick out my parents with, if it was God, I don’t know.  But parts of that song are somewhat close to what I ABSOLUTELY REMEMBER pre-birth.

“The NDE and the pre-birth memories are the MOST REAL things that have happened to me in this life.  They top any chart for most real experiences. . . birth of my children, everything comes in behind those experiences, and I remember them VIVIDLY as if they JUST happened moments ago.

“I’ve felt what I believe have been angels around me through my life.  I’ve also had orbs appear.  I’ve always felt different by having this knowledge through my entire life.

“Additionally, all my senses are what I call amplified.  I hear things almost nobody else can hear.  I can tell you if a TV is on MUTE all the way upstairs, way down the hall, in a room with a door closed.  I see things in very dim lighting, basically the dark.  Almost never use lights if I don’t absolutely have to for some reason.  My sense of touch, whether I’m touching somebody or something/someone is touching me is incredibly intense, even the very lightest/slightest touch, etc.”....Stacey 

Part III of Stacey’s story will be next month.  Stay tuned.  PMH