Spiritual Being Having a Human Experience?

 QUESTION

“During your NDEs, did you experience a feeling like a tidal pull moving you along?  Did it get stronger if you lingered or wanted to slow things down?  

“After my first heart attack and resuscitation, I was sitting up on the side of my hospital bed.  I was staring off into space, not thinking, just being, when a nurse or my wife would speak to me.  I would respond minimally, but would return immediately to that pleasant staring, non-thinking state.  This went on for a few days and then I realized it was the same pleasant, peaceful feeling I had during my NDE.  I realized I existed here and on the other side at the same time.  You are not a human being having a Spiritual Experience.  You are a Spiritual Being having a human experience.  Pierre Teilhard de Chardin.  Truer words were never spoken.”....Larry

ANSWER

Kinda sorta.  I can certainly tune right in to what you describe and what you learned from that, but my own three were a little different.  After the first, I had much confusion.  There was so much that just didn’t make sense.  The second one, two days later, well, that was so huge and so different and so massive and so beyond any words I can use, that I can only say the mystery of it all became the seconds that maintained me.  The third time (three months later) was so impossibly impossible that I was simply overwhelmed.  It was the sound of my son’s voice that brought me back.  I heard something in his voice that was new to me - unconditional love.  Yes, unconditional love is spread all over the Other Side, no matter how you perceive it.  But unconditional love on the earthplane, my son freely giving it to me?  He new more about it than I did, even more than what I was discovering.  He was already where I was becoming!!!!!!!!!!!!  I came back to learn from him.

A little book about my three episodes is on Amazon.com.  It is named, I DIED THREE TIMES IN 1977 - THE COMPLETE STORY.  Original title, huh?!  I’m working on the whole story now - my 19th book.  I thought I was done, but early readers said no, I had to turn it into a memoir.  Since I had promised my sister I would never do that, and since I never wanted to reveal that much about “all of me,” that critique was difficult for me to handle.  Back to the drawing board, so to speak.  A final version will appear.  Keep tuned.  Blessings, PMH